So my fear is now a reality. I told you all in a post that I was a little over 300 lbs, only to find that to be true. Making that approximation is not easy for any woman to face, especially the one who didn't think they had a problem. Honestly I could say I don't know where I went wrong but I know better than anyone.
The one thing I feared was getting to this weight, just to get to it. Some people don't understand but I suffer from this weight gain. I get winded very easily to the point that I have to hold my breathe to complete a sentence. My body... hurts. It's really sad for a young women my age to feel that way but I truly feel trapped in my own body. This weight has been on my mind for months and up till now, I wasn't quite sure how to handle it. What I mean by that is thinking to myself, "What can I do to get rid of this fat without falling back like I usually do?" To some, that seems like a no brainer, but I can take a situation and over-think the slightest slope and call it a mountain! I now know that just start losing is the first step, but I want to know how EXACTLY I'm going to lose the weight as well as details that only God knows. But rest assured, as I go through this journey, I hope to learn more and create a lifestyle. Rest and believe and I won't disappoint!
So my fear is now a reality. I told you all in a post that I was a little over 300 lbs, only to find that to be true. Making that approximation is not easy for any woman to face, especially the one who didn't think they had a problem. Honestly I could say I don't know where I went wrong but I know better than anyone. 
I see you sister keep it up!! Love the blog and you can do this we can encourage each other. I really do understand what you saying!! weight is painful to carry around simple stuff others take for granted is a chore to get through it takes work!!
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