I walk in the gym... A little nervous. I thought in the back of my head, "what did I eat wrong?" Anxiety kicks in and I'm feeling fat! You know that feeling, when you feel like you feel swollen all of a sudden and you feel bigger than you are... It's a mental thing. Mentally, I felt like I did something wrong. It like a feeling of failure that I wish I can shake off. I have come to conclusion that I can think failure before I fail. Maybe it's just me but it's time to not doubt myself and move on already!
I have lost just 7 pounds. Wait a minute, let me rephrase that, I LOST 7 POUNDS!!! I need to put that in that wording because I can easily think that's its not a big number.
I know that the reason why I would think that it's not a big number because it isn't what the "biggest loser" consider a lot. I know that they spend 24/7 working out, and have the time to only focus on losing weight. I should think of this as a great start to a good milestone. It would be awesome that could keep losing weight like that be things could most likely change. But since it has been going this well, I will weigh-in next Thursday and follow my progress.
(P.S. I did start on this post Thursday, but never got to finish the post... sucks huh?)
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